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almost finished.

i broke my bike yesterday, who needs a dérailleur anyway!?!

4 exams in the past 4 days, i need three things in my life:
1. sleep
2. a beer
3. yellow

i find raleigh a really small place, maybe it's because i just found out everyone i know is connected to everyone else i know. i love the fact that everyone can hang and know each other but gosh darn it i sometimes want my friends to myself... selfish i know, by bad-dizzle.

i secretly really really want to go to chicago for new years but who knows if i will. i think it would be fun to get out of raleigh and reek havoc on a city i haven't really spent that much time in.

i sometimes find that i miss these days:

painful homecoming

i got back into raleigh last night to find myself immobile
on the floor of my boyfriends house.
im still in pain but no pain is as bad as sitting in the waiting room
at the ER for several hours only to get up to vomit
and pass out in the bathroom doorway.
my body loves me i swear.
anyway im still in some pain but nothing life threating.

im so pissed i missed out on this:

indie picks

so my friends are playing tomorrow night for local beer local band night at tir-a-nog
(irish pub off blunt street in downtown raleigh)
if you have a chance come out drink some beer and listen some rad indie music.

click on the flyer to listen to their music.


then they're playing again on the 29th at the pour house
(located right beside tir-a-nog)
come out, play some pool drink some drinks, smoke some cigs and listen to rad indie music.

the power of three

i sometimes get this feeling that my life is made into threes.
i feel like in the story of "me" three isn't a crowd, three's just the right amount.

triple threat (me, murph leigh, elbie)

gangs of new york (me, kate, bgriff)

btini tripod (e-dogg, hels, me)

shows and blows

musicians are intriguing to me, i think it's because i have no musical talent at all. i know what's good when i hear but i can't make it.
so to show my appreciation i take photos.
here are some of my inspirations:

elizabeth city's very own guitar hero, pat brown.
(he's poor on tour so donate)

i owned everything about this anberlin show

haley from paramore belting it out for the crowd
norva circa 2005

the band

jeffrey on procussion, sam on vocals, jimmy on guitar,

jimmy's manpurse on the keys.

ill be belting out the power ballads that our lonely-boy guitar hero himself composes all alone on long cold winter nights. meanwhile jeffrey parties hardy with the mainstreams and makes sure we're living up to our rockstar reputation. our new album will be hitting stores near you soon.

Victor and Victora rocking your living rooms since 1985.

zoo-tastic

damn this world, we make such beauty by tearing down such beauty

(credit for the theme to Jimmy Dearest)

we rock at our lives. walking through the zoo we got more stares than the animals... maybe we were more entertaining to look at than the caged life.

this is larry, he was my favorite part of the zoo.
we sat together and made faces for 30minutes.