Hey it's you

'Been seeing this boy everywhere, he's definitly one with style:


(Ash, model)

Strivin'

I strive to be this chick at some point this year.
I guess I should get starting on my search for a sick ass bike.Next stop GYM.

Shoes, Clues, Boos.

Pierre Hardy I need you. You should come design shoes for me.


Oh, and my readers out there they may want to know I will be working with John Chaivola on a photo shoot coming up in the Spring (maybe sooner). Look for us, we're hitting Raleigh in the face with our fierce fashion. Hollarrr.

And and if any of you readers know my friend Thien this guy (with the cig in hand) is who I aspire him to become. (I want Thien to have hair like this so I can feature him in a street blog).

love, dance, fight

yo bitches go to this:
if not for the people throwing it go for me
i don't want to be bored, dancing by myself.

reveal it.

i am getting back into the swing of things.
life kicked me in the clitoris and i just punched it in the balls.

i have a lot of work to do this semester.
i have a lot of distractions this semester as well.

my life makes me smile at times.
you make me smile most of the time.
we make each other smile more than not.

go 2k9 you're so fine:

yo mtv rap

almost finished.

i broke my bike yesterday, who needs a dérailleur anyway!?!

4 exams in the past 4 days, i need three things in my life:
1. sleep
2. a beer
3. yellow

i find raleigh a really small place, maybe it's because i just found out everyone i know is connected to everyone else i know. i love the fact that everyone can hang and know each other but gosh darn it i sometimes want my friends to myself... selfish i know, by bad-dizzle.

i secretly really really want to go to chicago for new years but who knows if i will. i think it would be fun to get out of raleigh and reek havoc on a city i haven't really spent that much time in.

i sometimes find that i miss these days:

painful homecoming

i got back into raleigh last night to find myself immobile
on the floor of my boyfriends house.
im still in pain but no pain is as bad as sitting in the waiting room
at the ER for several hours only to get up to vomit
and pass out in the bathroom doorway.
my body loves me i swear.
anyway im still in some pain but nothing life threating.

im so pissed i missed out on this: