thinking

today:
-found out i can NOT register for courses in the fall until after the summer
-found out i'm more than likely NOT spending the summer in NYC due to above
-found out i do NOT need to work on mondays but i'm being forced
-found out i only have $8 in my bank account
-found out i have $400 in bills still to pay this month

tomorrow:
-i will wake up to the sun shining
-i will smile and be happy
-i will spend the early evening hours on a softball field
-i will NOT think about you
-i will find out what i'm doing this summer

(i sometimes miss my old self - but then i can't remember most of it )