yo mtv rap

almost finished.

i broke my bike yesterday, who needs a dérailleur anyway!?!

4 exams in the past 4 days, i need three things in my life:
1. sleep
2. a beer
3. yellow

i find raleigh a really small place, maybe it's because i just found out everyone i know is connected to everyone else i know. i love the fact that everyone can hang and know each other but gosh darn it i sometimes want my friends to myself... selfish i know, by bad-dizzle.

i secretly really really want to go to chicago for new years but who knows if i will. i think it would be fun to get out of raleigh and reek havoc on a city i haven't really spent that much time in.

i sometimes find that i miss these days:

painful homecoming

i got back into raleigh last night to find myself immobile
on the floor of my boyfriends house.
im still in pain but no pain is as bad as sitting in the waiting room
at the ER for several hours only to get up to vomit
and pass out in the bathroom doorway.
my body loves me i swear.
anyway im still in some pain but nothing life threating.

im so pissed i missed out on this: